First, you need to be sick in August. It doesn’t matter what’s wrong with you—a broken heart, a broken arm, a terminal disease, a slumbering addiction coming awake—just as long as blood tests are needed. One of those tests should be so special that one vial of your blood has to fly cross-country to an equally special testing lab. The travel of your blood should take place over a long holiday weekend so that your blood dies en route, necessitating more labs as soon as you are available, the nurse says on the phone. But no charge this time.
You go back to your doctor’s office to get a matching bruise on the crook of your other arm. You are pleased when the nurse calls the following week to say that your blood arrived alive and well at the Special Lab, and that she will be faxing the results to your Special Doctor that very afternoon. Yay.
You hang up the phone, but it will start ringing again thirty seconds later: it is the nurse trying to fax your home phone number instead of your Special Doctor's. Your phone will ring like this every six minutes for forty-five minutes—screaming the fax scream every time you pick up—before you will be so moved to call your doctor’s office and inform them of the mix-up. It will be after-hours, and the fax machine will be on automatic dial all night long.
You turn your phone off, thinking of the unfairness of life.
You awaken the next morning to texts from your sister in Minnesota featuring photos of massive conifers with their roots in the air, their trunks and branches six inches from your parents’ house, front and back. Your father’s garden is sitting about even with the roof, balanced on a web of roots, its own roots dangling underneath. A tornado blew through while you were sleeping; your sister just wants you to know that your parents are okay.
Your heart will tighten, thinking of what could have happened. You’ll grit your teeth and look at the floor. You will call your parents and hear how they spent the wee hours of the morning sitting on lawn chairs in the laundry room with a battery-operated radio and a flashlight.
When you feel your own and everybody else’s survival slipping, you’ll need to get out of town. Go south. There, in the ruins of mining towns and artificial divides, your eyeglasses will drop from you, breaking themselves. You always remember to put mishaps this way because, though you don’t speak Spanish, you know from listening that it’s better to say “it fell from me”, not so much “I dropped it.”
You’ll begin the fix by wrapping a long single piece of Scotch tape from the screw part down the ear handle, essentially cocooning that side of your glasses for the butterfly it will never be again. You’ll repeatedly forget that your glasses no longer have the bendy feature on the broken side; your glasses will break themselves again. Luckily you have a pipe cleaner on you; you wrap one bristly end around the screw part and bend the rest around your ear.
You’re one step closer to surviving September. You drive home.
The next morning, after being soothed all night by the steady fall of rain—such a treat in Arizona—you wake up to a flood, another natural disaster: Hurricane Somebody dumping tons of water on your part of the world. You have never seen a rainy day like this, not in Arizona. It isn’t long before everything gets canceled and the entire state is ordered to stay home, out of harm’s way, lest the citizenry cause even more problems.
Your own street will flood to the point that your yard is now everybody else’s yard, and their yards are yours. Stay-at-homers kayak down our river-street; a child floats by in an inner tube. One family, everybody in swimsuits, has a barbecue in their driveway. You only know this because your friend comes by in a Ski-Doo to take you out for lunch.
Another week later—how can it be this many into September—you’ll be standing in an eyeglass repair shop with your mangled glasses on the counter. You’re sure the man waiting on you has seen it all, like you have. “I bet you’ve seen glasses fixed in a lot of strange ways,” you’ll venture as this man turns your eyewear over in his hands.
“I’ve never seen a pipe cleaner used,” he’ll say.
Oh, you’ll think, pipe cleaner user.
Tomorrow, another flood is in the forecast because of Tropical Storm Stupid. This could happen at any time, even tonight. For you, it’s just a continued bloodletting, another mosquito sunrise. Listen to a colleague before you leave work when he brings your mutual flood conversation back to reality: “Well, it’s not like it’s Hurricane Katrina.” Katrina, the German diminutive that your mother uses when she wants you to know that everything is going to be okay.